I get a jittery feeling whenever I see the word “new.” For me, it signifies a fresh start. Life is full of unexpected twists and turns, and these can provide opportunities for new beginnings. The start of a new day, month, or year can be especially invigorating because it gives us the chance to start over and try again.

The month of November always brings me down. My past life haunts me and the memories of past pain during this month bring on anxiety. Although I have not fully healed from all the hurt, I am genuinely trying to move forward and become a better version of myself. It’s a bittersweet feeling because my birthday is also marked by the loss I have experienced. It’s not that I enjoy being unhappy, but I struggle with my birthday because my dad passed away on this day (may he rest in peace). My heart and mind are at odds with each other, with my heart wanting to mourn and my mind reminding me that he is in a better place now.

This November, I feel a sense of celebration within me. I want to turn my mourning into gratitude. Every time I faced challenges and walked alone, I know that He was with me. I want to celebrate the person I have become, the struggles and joys that brought me here, and the friends who supported me along the way (even if some of those relationships have ended).

Fun fact, November is the only month that begins with ‘no’. So I choose to profess nothing but positive vibes all the way.
No fear! Fear will no longer take charge of the decisions I make.
No anxiety! I will not stress over things that I can not CONTROL.
No going to bed angry! Radiating positive vibes in my dreams.

HAPPY NEW MONTH FROM ME TO YOU!!!
SENDING YOU LOVE AND LIGHT TO GUIDE YOUR WAY